fwenz4eva

wenwen n yanyan

2011-08-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

it's a long time since i've blogged.. there hav been ups n downs.. n yea.. it's part of e learning process.. no one likes arguments n conflicts.. but sometimes i'm tired of being e one giving way to others continuously.. n i feel stressed n scared cos i hav to think of ways to minimise these conflicts..

anyway.. i hope things will b better as we mature with time, n when we understand each other better.. yepyep..

all i need is a truthful heart n someone who treasures n cares for me.. =)

jus received my first stipend.. =) seems like quite alot money.. haha.. e first 'big' sum of money tt i've earned in my life.. haha.. treated my family to Jack's place.. n bought a new wheel n food dish for draco.. haha.. shall we go to USS next? i'll bring yanyan.. =p

Taiwan again.. =)

2011-06-03T15:40:00.003+08:00

yepyep.. went to taiwan for grad trip from 18-23 may.. many things happen ba.. haha.. anyway, i tink i planned e itinerary quite well, except for e minor slip up which resulted in us half running to catch e bullet train.. lol

1st day: realised i forgot to bring comb, so went to buy one at changi airport.. haha.. no gst, so it's cheaper.. been wanting to get a new comb anyway.. haha.. on board e china airlines plane, they said no more chicken set meals, left beef ones.. haha.. in e end we jus ate bread n dessert.. lol.. i nv knew this could happen.. haha.. but e bread was nice.. i tink e food is better than e ones at eva airlines.. budden e movies nt gd.. haha.. some only showed e later half of e movie.. but half blood prince was gd.. rewatched tt on e flight.. reached taoyuan airport, n e five stars ppl gave us free transport to ximending.. which was gd ba.. i heard fm ps tt e taxi there cut throat, one trip can cost NT1000 (S$50) for tourists.. lol.. checked into royal castle hotel.. which was much better than first world hotel.. lol.. e rooms big enough n even gt bathtub n water cooler.. haha.. n we went out n begin our feast.. haha.. 1st stop - modern toilet cafe @ ximending.. yummy!! den huiping wanted to see e astronomical center oso, so we took train n bus there, but it was closed oready.. took afew photos n bus back to shihlin night market.. but too full le, so din eat much.. i wanted e fried chicken but din order.. haha.. den, we went back ximending n sang k at e ktv nx door..

2nd day: breakfast @ hotel.. average only.. nt much variety.. haha.. cos it's a small hotel.. den went to beitou hot springs.. 1st time soaking in a hot spring.. lol.. except this is in hotel kind.. e bathtub has a tap which flows e hot spring water.. lol.. nt as interesting ba.. i feel.. hmm.. den had noodles there.. couldn't finish.. lol.. n their hot spring egg is actually half boiled egg.. haha.. den we went to wufenpu, n met ps.. so qiao.. haha.. she doin some last min shopping b4 flying back to sg.. n i tink our shopping tastes diff la.. so i walk alone, nv join et they all.. lol.. i actually walked 4/5 of e area in 3hrs, buying 3 blouses, 1 shorts n a belt, but et they all only walked 1/5 in e same time, buying not as much.. lol.. den went to 101.. e lift super fast.. n e view nt bad.. nx time i wan see e dayview.. haha.. see which one nicer.. or mayb shld go there to see sunset.. lol.. we had dinner at 10pm at ximending.. cos we din wan to miss out 101 which closes at 9.30 i tink.. had some taste of e local food there.. e pancake wasn't fantastic.. lol..

3rd day: ah zong mian xian for breakfast.. shop alittle at ximending, n went to take train to hualien.. =) cool.. 1st time taking a train.. e seaview was superb.. haha.. n e scarecrows quite cute.. gt wear clothes de.. e minsu rachel offered us free transport to e minsu.. v beautiful.. haha.. explored a bit there.. i like exploring.. it brings new surprises.. but some ppl dun like.. haha.. e streets were full of vehicle shops.. finally reached a restaurant, decided to go in n settle our stomach 1st.. haha.. is a steamboat la.. quite nice.. haha.. wanted to go to nanbin night market, but e rest gt persuaded tt there not nice.. minsu paul wanted to drive us, we tot we goin nanbin there to play fireworks, but no leh.. jus some ulu place w not much cars.. lol.. went to lan shop aft tt.. v cheap, but ppl smoke there la.. =x

4th day: had fish soup w kou rou fan for breakfast.. e rice super nice la.. e pork jus melt in ur mouth.. haha.. but e fish too much bones le.. shld hav ordered fish skin soup instead.. tt one is heavenly.. e skin v soft w some flesh n no bones! den went to qixingtan n taroko.. splendid views la.. haha.. once a lifetime shld go there! lunch at e mountains was nice too.. =) n climb lots of stairs aft tt to reach e temple.. haha.. super tiring la.. half e lunch gone le.. lol.. but e view was gd.. n i prayed there for good grades.. haha.. by e end we were too tired to walk, so we went back n had some ice kacang.. quite nice.. paul said can hav free flow ice n caramel n milk.. haha.. he joked tt if this shop opened in sg, will go bankrupt v soon.. lol.. den went to dinner at a restaurant.. zichar style.. ordered three cup chicken, hualien vege n fried chicks.. nt bad la.. haha.. though i tink can be nicer.. dessert we had tiramisu n cheese cake.. quite gd.. den went to zhiqiang night market which was nearby.. but quite disappointed.. cos there only sell food, no clothes, etc.. lol.. ordered a guancaiban w honey chicken inside.. yummy.. played sabouteur at night.. haha..

5th day: had cup noodles for breakfast.. lol.. cld hav sth better, but they dun wan go out eat leh.. lol.. cos mus wake v early.. took train back to taipei, tried to find food n wanted to shop alittle there, but not enough time.. lol.. e food was right at e end of e underground shopping center.. n we walked like half an hr to reach there.. lol.. so we quickly buy some stuff n half ran back to catch e bullet train.. lol.. i tink some of them were unhappy abt it ba.. almost din catch e train.. if late 5min jiu gone le.. haha.. though i admit i oso wrong cos i dunno it was so far to get food, if no happy den u go plan e itinerary lor.. lol.. anyway.. e bullet train ride was not as exciting as i tot it wld be la.. cos of e incident n e journey was too short.. 19min only.. lol.. reached taoyuan.. da guan forest farm had a driver pick us up.. Mr Lim brought us to some of e tourist attractions there.. but not fantastic la.. haha.. i bot 2 water bottles at e lovestory center.. afew dollars only.. when sg sells each for $20.. lol.. e reception there nt gd.. cos near e mountains le.. lol.. finally reached e minsu.. super huge.. tink cos they gt extra rooms ba.. haha.. so gave us 2 8-bed rooms.. dinner was included.. n it was gd.. played sabouteur again aft tt

last day: jumped up cos alarm clock failed.. lol.. had 15min to get ready for breakfast n pack some stuff.. we had porridge w dishes.. e doufulu v nice.. haha.. den went to climb abit of lalashan.. haha.. n headed back to minsu.. bathed quickly n packed bags to leave.. went to eat doufu for lunch.. nt bad, though i prefer sg's more.. haha.. den went to airport.. had chicken w rice on e plane.. quite gd.. haha.. n den, reached changi.. was 40min early, but somehow e changi airport ppl need to maneuvere e link bridge n had some prob, so wasted 10min there.. lol..

anyway.. e trip was nt bad la.. i wan go hualien again.. dis time i wan go nanbin night market, watch whales n dolphins, go to their ocean park, do some water sports.. haha..

devil angel

2011-02-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

it's been a long time since i blogged.. haha.. busy w fyp, busy w angel.. =p last stretch of experiments le.. chiong ah.. but 1st my filters mus arrive ah.. if not how to filter enyme? lol.. i'm giving myself at most 3 weeks.. den it's the end of lab work.. =p hee.. anyway i managed to finish my 1st draft of nurops poster within 5 days.. somemore not continuous 5 days do de.. i tink it's really fast.. haha.. guess it's really true wad my prof says.. do poster need to hav thesis done.. den it's more than half e job done.. =)

sidetracked... these few weeks been having conflicts w angel on n off.. i guess both of us got mistakes ba.. lucky we thrash things out n nv leave them hanging around.. otherwise would not hav seen e smiley face on angel le.. =p i dun like conflicts.. makes everyone sad.. n it saps e energy out of my life.. =x anyway.. yest we went to uncle ringo at sengkang.. sat e wrong ride as e 1st ride.. got giddy aft spinning for like 5min.. lucky i recovered faster, but angel din really recover.. n e bumper car was too fast for comfort.. so e bangings din help at all.. =p but we won some stuff at the stalls there.. e throwing darts at balloon was nice.. more or less can win de.. =p got 1 plastic bag, 1 plastic file n 2 monkeys.. =p e 3rd monkey was won at e racing station.. hee.. lots of funny stuff there.. it's an unforgetable night..

devil's bdae

2010-12-10T23:46:00.002+08:00

hee.. it's really a happy thing to celebrate ur special day w a special someone.. =p

went lab in e morning, n results were promising for 3 samples.. GOOD.

aft tt finally can see angel le.. hee.. n we went to donate blood.. is e 1st time for angel orh.. =p she scared scared, i oso scared scared she scared scared.. =x but it was ok.. =p angel din like e cinnamon cake which i ordered, den i realised i actually got 2 slices cos i'm a bdae donor.. luckily my sis ate them all when i brought back home.. hee..

den we went tiong bahru to eat buffet lunch.. hee.. it was nice overall.. plus e fondue was yummy.. hee.. ate until v full ah.. =x

aft tt, we went to e new shopping at serangoon.. NEX i tink.. it's really huge.. haha.. afew cute shops here n there.. =) but both of us started to get giddy aft taking out e bandage.. n we sat on e floor.. lol.. i guess i'm afraid of blood oozing out of my wound.. tt's why i cant be a doc! lol..

anyway.. we recovered as best we could, drank some water, walked abit more, n went home.. hee.. =p

had a rich choc cake w my family, n yup.. tt's more or less it.. =) an ordinary yet special day.. hee.. hope angel wun miss devil too much when devil disappears for a week.. =x

3:) n O:) together forever

2010-11-23T21:10:00.002+08:00

devil 吃掉 angel 了。怎么办？ =p

devil loves angel

2010-11-15T22:31:00.000+08:00

I can't write beautiful, lyrical poetry,
I can't put my words into perfect sentences,
I can't express all that is in my heart,
But somehow, "I love you"...
Says it all.

- Shaistha Khan -

珍惜和你的每一段时光。

2010-10-17T23:40:00.002+08:00

两个彼此相爱的人，但却不能在一起。
真让人感到心酸。

但是，这世上又有几个能找到自己最爱的人，而对方也爱自己的呢？

我们是幸运的了。

2010-09-11T01:10:00.001+08:00

啊~ 怎么办？你不要对我太好啊~ 我会喜欢上你的。 =x

Happy Birthday Esther!

2010-08-29T01:49:00.002+08:00

=) glad tt u like e pressies.. =)

hee.. anyway.. this week nv sleep much.. each day sleep less than 5hrs.. yawnx.. =p been busy chatting w dear, n oso my presentation on thurs.. haha.. presentation was more or less ok ba.. 1st time presenting to 50 ppl in seminar room, so abit nervous n kou chi.. =p not much Q&A cos e ppl there not familiar w my research area.. which is good.. haha..

i've grown so used to having dear in my life tt w/o her, her smses n calls, i'll tink sth is wrong.. haha.. =p thanks dear for bringing smiles to my day, even when terrible things happened.. =P

someone is now attached le.. was abit emo on mon when i found out.. but yea.. aft a night's sleep, i felt better.. =) my mind was preoccupied with my loss of ic on tues afternoon, so i din think abt mon's stuff at all.. n in e end aft e ic saga, everyth seemed ok le.. i'm recovering well.. haha..

生命是一次的奇迹。。=）

2010-08-11T20:48:00.002+08:00

hee.. actually aft watching dis yr's NDP, i tink it's quite good.. =) a correction to my previous post.. =p i like the idea of using parts of e flag as themes.. e original NDP songs like count on me s'pore, we are s'pore, home, are really THE ONE, compared to e recent songs which were sung by i dunno who.. e original songs can instill e pride for s'pore la.. while e recent ones are e kinds u sing/listen n then u forget afew days later.. no wonder when my fren who was overseas saw e NDP telecast online, she was moved to tears.. haha.. well done!

thanks XW for accompanying me to see e doc @ UHC.. hee.. even though she had no lessons today.. =) Muacks..

:: A New Chapter ::

2010-08-08T23:21:00.002+08:00

hee.. i noe it's been a long while since i last blogged.. =p been quite busy.. with FYP, with harmonica performances.. n sch's gonna start soon.. =p though i dun really hav the mood of sch starting.. =x might be bcos i'm going sch everyday now, so it doesn't make a difference.. haha..

aiya.. but no.. it's gonna be different.. i mus thank MJ cell for putting me n JL tog for a night during trials.. right now we agreed to meet up to study during e sem whenever possible.. =) she noes abt my situation, but dunno leh.. she's rarely online, n always busy.. hee.. so i cant really tell if she's taking it well.. =x

on another note, i mus really thank Project C.A.N. comm for putting me n XW in e same grp.. =DD though we din talk much on e day itself, she added me on facebk n yea, we started chatting.. hee.. she confides in me.. n i shld find some appropriate time to confide in her too.. =P in 13 days, we oready reached 200+ smses.. haha.. amazing.. n i cant wait for 17th to come.. =P

PS is back from US, n FC will be joining us soon in afew hrs.. hee.. missed them alot! to tell e truth, everytime i went ktv, i get reminded of PS.. aft so many sessions, singing w PS n gang is e most SHUANG! cant wait for e next session on et's bdae.. =) oh n PS changed a little in e months she spent there.. she's slimmer, n she puts eyeliner! prettier!! haha.. =p n thanks PS for all ur gifts.. muacks.. =)

YOG opening ceremony is wonderful.. =) i went to e preview on yest.. hee.. it's youths, so i guess it's easier to understand n more entertaining den NDP.. =P i'll be performing for YOG on 14th n 16th AUG in e afternoon, so come n support me if u're free.. hehe.. esp 14th.. is sat, n aft tt, u can stay behind at night to watch beautiful fireworks.. it's going to be an eye-opener! =)

2nd trip overseas w frens.. =D

2010-05-18T11:50:00.002+08:00

yea.. after seeing some of my photos in facebk, all of u shld noe tt i'm back from Tioman!! hehe.. totally nv regreted my decision.. it was a whole new special experience, plus filled w fun n more fun.. =D even though i only noe xt in e grp cos we shared room, i get to befriend several others on e way n yea.. it's a special bond la.. haha.. bonded in e sea and under e nite sky.. =p

1st day - aft 1h45min of ferry from a jetty @ Malaysia, finally reached Tioman.. really beautiful island n waters really v clear.. checked into room which was fantastic.. den went to hav fried kway teow as lunch.. yummy.. =D slacked ard n played bridge/daidi.. had zichar for dinner, which was when i realised i was allergic to prawns.. lol.. lucky not serious.. jus oesophagus becoming warm n itchy.. anyway.. saw bright Venus n Orion while waiting for dinner to be served.. and stargazing aft tt proved to be one of my most meaningful nights in my life.. haha.. saw 2 shooting stars plus beautiful gemini/leo/virgo/scorpio and big dipper/southern cross/fake cross/Mars/Saturn.. wow.. tt's alot.. n i saw abit of e Milky Way.. haha.. e sky was super clear la.. too many stars e experts see liao oso confused which star belong to which constellation.. =p

2nd day - woke up early to watch e sunrise from behind e hills.. quite nice too.. haha.. den had buffet breakfast.. potatoes too salty, but otherwise still ok.. haha.. den wanted to go trekking aft buffet lunch.. but rained.. so another day of games.. family business/bang.. initially i prefer family business, but aft getting e hang of bang at night, i began to like e game v much.. haha.. =p it's strategy n more strategy la.. dinner we had cup noodles cos dun feel like having zichar again.. lol.. stargazing was not as good as e previous day cos got clouds, but still managed to see 3 shooting stars in addition to e various constellations.. however, e midnight sky was horrible w clouds n we ended early.. going to steve's room for alcohol n more bang.. haha..

3rd day - buffet breakfast again.. potatoes was nice.. n they had fried noodles instead of rice.. went to get ready for snorkelling.. on board e speedboat which was super fast.. still can catch up w a fellow boat which left 10min earlier.. haha.. saw a flying fish gliding thru e air too.. wow.. spectacular.. we went to 4 locations for snorkelling, w lunch @ a village in bet.. e orange juice quite nice.. haha.. while in e sea, saw many corals n fishes.. too bad i suck @ biodiversity so cant name them here.. but i tink i did saw some mushroom corals.. =p plus i din hav my glasses on, so those tt were too far away i cant see.. wasted! at e 3rd location saw many large fishes.. those u see in restaurant kind tt kind of size.. haha.. nibbled on my fingernail quite pain leh.. made me dun dare to touch them liao.. haha.. 4th location is e most beautiful.. i wanna go there again!! aft snorkelling, saw tt i was red like lobster.. lol.. lucky i'm not peeling as of now.. though super tanned.. haha.. den played more games n went to see sunset by e sea.. though too much clouds blocked e pretty view.. ate satay/chicken wings/veg for dinner.. e wings like got wine one super nice.. haha.. budden e nite sky threatened thunderstorm, so din get to stargaze.. sigh.. n yea u guessed it right.. more games.. n drank some red wine cos they cant finish it.. lol.. it was not bad.. i had tot e taste was not as good as vodka or sth.. played citadel.. it lasted 4hrs n now i still dun really noe how to play.. lol.. sleeping @ 4+ is no joke.. super tired e next day n e next few days.. lol..

final day - had buffet breakfast again.. haha.. this time is fried beehoon.. lol.. den checked out at 10am.. but ferry only here at 1+, so played more bridge n had icecream for lunch.. lol.. took some photos at e jetty n off we go, back to s'pore.. =) though i only slept not more than 10hrs in total in Tioman, i still love e place.. haha.. looking forward to go there again! still alot i haven done there yet.. such as trekking/fishing.. =p u get to eat e fish u catch.. so envious when another grp was having fish buffet while we ate chicken wings.. lol.. but it's ok.. wings are good too.. haha.. =p

2010-04-08T21:20:00.003+08:00

yay.. urops is over.. after 1 year's worth of research, it culminated w a 40min presentation to 2 profs.. 40 bcos i presented abt 20min, den answered all e questions in e nx 20min or so.. i hoped i had clarified all their doubts and convinced them that my project is e way to go.. =x anyway.. 1 down, 4 more to go.. i hope i can finish studying them for my exams..

haiz.. i've guessed abt it liao.. someone likes qy worx.. though no action yet so far.. wad do u tink i wld do? ask qy to go for it meh? haha.. i jus kept quiet lor.. lol.. aiya.. deep down i noe no chance for us, but i jus dunno wad to do.. let nature take its course ba.. as usual.. =x

i jus wan qy to be happy and healthy as b4..

=)

2010-02-02T21:11:00.002+08:00

today's prac was sth new.. had to inject Green Fluorescent Protein gene into the muscle of zebrafish.. =p my 1st try was crazy.. haha.. hands shook like never b4.. felt so sorry puncturing the fish's muscle w a needle.. 2nd try my TA decided to help me cos i keep damaging the skin i think.. =x 3rd try was better, though i had a slightly hard time trying to pierce thru e muscle.. seems like tt particular fish had thick skin.. lol.. or issit jus my skills v lousy.. =p 4th try was better.. and 5th try aft injection e fish decided to wake up so it was twitching abit on the way to the gentamycin tank.. so scared it'll jump right off my hand.. haha..

though this injection thing gets better w more practice, i still think lucky i'm not a nurse or doc.. =p i jus dun dare to inject stuff into body la.. it gives my e creeps.. haha.. during blood donation i oso dun dare see e nurse put e needle into my forearm.. =p

anywayss.. today is a happy day la.. haha.. went back home tog w qy n chatted quite alot on e way back.. =D sth which we nv really did b4.. haha..

and esther dear.. i'm glad u still make a point to visit BHID.. i mus admit it sort of surprised me, but yea.. i'm so happy and proud of you.. hughug!! =)

2010-01-23T00:37:00.001+08:00

Esther and QiuYan.. I love you!! =) I'm thinkin' of you 我有你真好~

if we hold on tog...

2009-12-30T01:43:00.002+08:00

did surprisingly well for the exams even though i felt this was the worst sem for me.. screwed up my core papers, but in the end i guessed my prayers worked.. =) nevertheless, i felt bad tt frens ard me din do well.. =x

hmm.. but yea.. lets jiayou for the nx sem.. =) worst sem is over, so upcoming ones will be better..

it's times like this when we need frens the most.. 2 of my best frens are experiencing difficult times.. and sometimes i felt tt i can barely survive.. the notion of helplessness really dulls my life.. so affected by them tt i've no desire to do anyth.. i even cycled to her hse void deck and sat down there waiting for the rain to stop.. not daring to go up her hse n pass her the things i so wanted to give.. and even to ask for a towel or change of clothes.. i jus sat on the floor beside my bike, drenched, wanting to cry but stopped myself.. guess i mus hav looked super weird to the passers-by.. in the end i braved myself, placed the things next to her door and msged her.. tt's the best tt i could do.. but yea.. maybe it's the msges tt i sent ever since long time ago.. maybe it's the book tt i gave her.. she's starting to feel better and happier.. i can only be relieved and happy for her.. =)

yet on the other side, my other fren is having the same problem.. i only hope she picks up my fone when i call again tmr.. =x i'm ur best fren.. ur problems are my problems, and we can always fight them away together.. jus wanna let u noe tt no matter wad happens, u still hav me by ur side.. =)

a new me?

2009-11-09T22:26:00.002+08:00

hmm.. i always feel like announcing wad i am to the world.. but stopped myself cos i cant imagine wad will happen if my family knew abt it.. but eventually.. afew of my frens know le.. and though some view it as an illness tt can be healed, others see it as a part of me.. and i deeply appreciate it.. thank you peeps!! for now.. i promise i wun think abt crazy stuff.. and i'll try to keep my feelings for tt special someone stay hidden until it gradually fades away...... ~~

joyce's 21st bdae celebration.. =)

2009-10-10T23:59:00.002+08:00

today is a meaningful day.. =) i did see her for a full 3hrs++.. and we had a fun time.. haha.. esp the animal game.. we laughed until my cheeks ached and her stomach cramped.. lol.. crazy stressful game, but super funny.. though bdae girl din spend much time w us, we entertained ourselves tremendously.. haha.. speaking of bdae girl.. really super pretty lehx.. haha.. her hair n makeup super class!! i'm glad and thankful tt she invited me.. cos otherwise i wld nv laugh so much lerz.. intense laughter seemed long lost.. =p but lucky i found it back.. yay!! muacks!!

I'm super full!

2009-09-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

opps.. instead of studying for my immuno test, i'm here.. =x

been having good meals lately.. haha.. xiaolongbuns @ nan xiang + mushroom pot @ orchard.. cool!

plan to bring my mum to one of these places to treat her for her birthday.. haha.. =p

i jus went to buy a pomegranate flavoured oil mist from body shop.. haha.. it's the closest fragrance i can find and i'm addicted to it.. lol.. anyway, it shld help me get rid of the smell of gloves whenever i'm in lab.. haha..

today's sky was a brilliant blue.. i wonder how's urs? sunny, cloudy, rainy, blue?

=[雁子]=

2009-09-04T00:52:00.002+08:00

最近突然觉得有点伤感。可能因为学校太忙了，没能和朋友好好地聊一聊。又或许是因为有两个星期没看到你了。星期二看了你一眼，你也朝我的方向望了一下。但你不知道其实我之前有在你后面观看你。你聚精会神地做试验，让我想叫出你的名字，又不敢。看见你的试验伙伴好象无所事事地在那儿走来走去，真替你感不值。他不知道自己有多么幸运能和你在一起。

看了你的照片，却发觉其实不够多，应该拍多一点。

希望你能陪伴我多一点。。。

2009-08-16T01:58:00.003+08:00

If a man could be two places at one time
I'd be with you
Tomorrow and today
Beside you all the way

If the world should stop revolving
Spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you
And when the world was through
Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you and I would simply fly away

If a picture paints a thousand words
Then why can't I paint you
The words will never show
The you I've come to know

If a face could launch a thousand ships
Then where am I to go
There's no one home but you
You're all that's left me to
And when my love for life is running dry
You come and pour yourself on me

If a man could be two places at one time
I'd be with you
Tomorrow and today
Beside you all the way

If the world should stop revolving
Spinning slowly down to die
I'd spend the end with you
And when the world was through
Then one by one the stars would all go out
Then you and I would simply fly away

the half blood prince.. =)

2009-07-21T23:58:00.004+08:00

yepyep.. finally went to watch the long awaited movie.. *thanks my dear friend who watched it w me*

but omg.. bcos of the never-ending work in lab today, i missed like 5min of the beginning.. -.-" so sorry u had to miss it tog w me too.. =x i'll buy the dvd when it comes out, and we can watch it over n over.. ;)

overall, movie was great.. though i think 2.5hrs abit short.. haha.. three cheers to the 3 pretty girls.. really grown up lo.. Emma Watson, Evanna Lynch & Bonnie Wright.. and the stylish Tom Felton.. haha.. tt's wad Rowling said..

hmm.. yar.. module bidding is coming.. i really hope i can hav at least 1 mod taking tog w u.. tt will certainly make my uni life more interesting.. =)

if only u can stay by my side forever..

Ethelonter.. =)

2009-07-09T23:43:00.002+08:00

well.. i guess this camp has changed many ppl.. nah, i'm still as quiet as b4.. but.. at least i had my share of fun tt had been rather lost since matriculation.. esp the shouting and cheering.. haha

and i made some new frens.. well.. actually it's one close fren.. not as close as me and you, but ya.. still closer den the others in the grp.. we even slept tog in the same bed.. lying on the same pillow.. and keeping ourselves warm under the same blanket.. wahaha.. being able to join in the games most of the time as a freshie really makes everyth super duper fun.. though i almost died at sentosa cos of the 2.4km on sand.. running on beach is oready much harder than running on flat ground.. plus we were sprinting.. omg.. long time nv exercise and i really couldn't catch up.. think i was abit of a burden to my grp as a result.. but nvm.. like wad someone said, it's the fun tt counts, not the winning or losing.. haha.. plus me n cheryl got slightly closer too.. =)

anyway.. there are certain things i cant change, and i can only take it one step at a time.. i'll jus treasure everyth and live life to the fullest! being happy with no regrets is my belief now, i really hope everyone can be the same too.. =)

yet.. i guess no matter wad, i'll have jus one regret in my life.. tt is, some of you may not know who/what i am.. i noe it's kinda vague, but pls forgive me.. unless you're in for the shock of your life.. i can give HTHT a try, but jus be prepared ba.. for the awkward silences and so on.. =x right now, i'm sorry, but this is an all girls territory.. so guys, u'll have to make do w the vagueness.. paiseh.. =x

urops...

2009-06-09T22:28:00.003+08:00

today's the 2nd day of urops.. =) from wad the prof said, everyth seems quite manageable.. but haha.. think as time goes on, all the problems will surface ba.. lol.. i'm supposed to clone a particular gene from a particular organism, re-express it in E. coli, and isolate the enzyme.. at least for now.. haha.. there's still the bigger picture la.. i cloning 1 enzyme.. my senior doing her masters needs to clone 10! wah.. haha.. and i think another girl doing honours will do some too.. plus the prof himself.. ultimately, we're going to put all these enzymes tog and synthesise sth.. hopefully some drug tt targets against the bacteria.. =) not sure if one year is enough to do all these, but i really hope i can do sth meaningful.. =) and can publish papers for the 1st time.. haha.. but tt's like so long away..

now we still figuring how to clone the gene.. haha..

anyway.. i think i made the right choice in taking up biochemistry rather than some statistics plus abit of expt la.. tt prof chew offered.. haha.. my fren say under prof chew will be very xiong one.. lol.. and my prof yew seems friendly and understanding.. haha.. he'll chat w us.. and since he's goin reservist nx week, tt has been the topic for these 2 days.. lol.. cos there's a guy doin honours project too (though subject of interest quite diff).. and guys can talk alot abt army stuff.. lol.. but haha.. when prof teaches us abt the theory and methodology, he tends to go quite fast.. however he explains quite in detail, so if i listen hard, can catch most of it.. =) but i think the masters student abit bored there.. haha.. cos he explain v long.. lol..

all in all.. lab is great.. =) ppl all v friendly.. and i get to see mei nu, the masters student, and shuai ge, the honours guy.. haha.. not bad la..

2009-05-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

if only u can go w me.. =x

but it's the thought tt counts.. i'll keep tt msg until the Earth stops spinning and all butterflies die..

yep yep.. u can imagine the surprise on my face when i saw ur msg tt u can go.. =) oh n i couldn't slp for abt 45min.. haha.. plus the random 傻笑 i've been having..

anyway.. i jus spent 39.90 on a bottle of rum.. haha.. not to make myself drunk.. but to make tiramisu.. wish me luck!! hope i'll have beginner's luck.. =p

2009-05-20T22:50:00.002+08:00

Looks good? hopefully la.. haha.. 1st attempt at baking cookies, so din really expect v much.. budden i think it tastes not bad.. haha.. and it's eatable.. =p hopefully when i try baking a cake nx time, it'll as successful if not more successful.. =D

我每天都在呼唤你的名字。但远方的你知道吗？

2009-05-15T23:44:00.002+08:00

明天，我将勇敢地踏出第一步。
无论结果如何，我选择了自由。
希望你们能理解，我还是艳平。

What's in a name? A rose by any other name will smell as sweet...

2009-05-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

能一直凝视着你和你的笑容，
我是幸福的。
如果日夜能无忧无虑地这样，
那该有多好啊。

1st post in May.. =)

2009-05-08T10:30:00.004+08:00

haha.. it's a new month, so i tot i shld begin some writing again eh? haha.. yep exams are over.. i actually heaved a sigh of relief when i finished shading the last bubble for my japanese studies exam.. lol.. all the 5exams are quite killer.. with 3 of them unfinished.. lol.. i really hope my understanding the universe can pull up my grades.. it's up to the project to determine my grades liao.. and my fingers are crossed.. =x hmm.. as for the other 5, i really hope i can do well in them.. and i did pray to the heavens to somehow let my hard work pay off.. i hope it will.. =) there's this "prisoner of love" by Utada Hikaru, and there's this line.. Oh もう少しだよ Don't you give up.. which i kept repeating in my head.. haha..

anyway.. now tt everyth is over.. i had time to watch dramas n all.. haha.. qiuyan's 秋天的童话 i finish watching the remaining half in one day itself.. and spent tt night and another day to finish "Last Friends"..

both are good shows.. and 秋天的童话 i almost cried at every episode.. lol.. dunno why my tear glands are getting more n more active.. =p though in actual life i dun really cry.. i dun think any of my frens has seen me cry?? lol.. not bcos they are not worthy or sth la.. tt's crazy talk.. but i jus dun.. nth much to cry abt too.. =p as for "Last Friends", i really admire the courage tt Kishimoto Ruka has.. and she's really a very fortunate person.. though wad she wans she cant get, but being able to live so happily w the ones she loved, it's already worth the while.. =)

i have a secret which i cant tell.. jus let nature take its course ba.. =)

2009-04-20T22:56:00.002+08:00

yay.. after midnight, all my projects will be submitted and deleted from my memory.. haha.. lol.. it's really a struggle to complete 4projects and 2assignments this sem.. and i dun really wish to do tt again.. i'll rather take japanese3.. haha..

and now i'm preparing for the exams.. 3consecutive days of core papers is really no joking business.. and i'm really in need of time.. sigh.. hope i can finish wadeva i can.. to think i spent 7hrs reading one chapter of the textbk.. lol.. but at least it cleared my doubts.. =) onto the nx chapt.. jiayou everyone for ur coming exams!! aft exams lets go somewhere ice-skate/sing k/play badminton/swim/chit-chat/eat/shop/cycle... and i wan go escape themepark scream like hell.. haha..

2009-04-03T20:24:00.002+08:00

A deep sense of longing..
yet knowing it will never happen..
Dreaming of you smiling..
Hoping to see you around..
Welcoming your smell of sweetness..
Watching your mesmerizing eyes..
Re-examining your photos..
Looking forward to sleeping..
because that's when i can meet you again..

randomiee..

2009-03-10T00:38:00.003+08:00

yay.. i jus got my contacts last thurs.. really quite expensive, so i'll definitely treasure it de.. =p hmm.. but dunno why like this few days my eyesight can become blur easily when wearing the contacts.. i'll jus wait for afew days more.. if still persists i'll go back to the pretty girl in the shop den.. =p

some good news.. i did EXTREMELY well in the understanding the universe test.. =D din expect so much.. lol.. i dunno how to face the others if they ask me tml.. =x with most of the tests completed, now need to deal with the never-ending projects liao.. sigh.. jus do my best ba.. =p oh.. and me n et got into the ethelonter camp as councillors.. hehe.. really looking forward to a week of crazy fun and maybe new friendships.. haha..

anyway.. tml got lec at 8am, and i still got one tut due tml haven do yet.. haha.. gotta jiayou lo.. everybody oso gambatte!!

どーもくん

2009-02-14T01:26:00.004+08:00

bcos i dun dare to give it as a present, i'm keeping it.. =p feel so blissful when i'm hugging it.. haha.. crazy girl..

心动

2009-01-21T00:43:00.002+08:00

无意间在电视上听到这首歌，就自己乱哼乱唱了。过去让它过去。。。

这段日子我的心情起伏不定。不知怎么的，大家好像觉得我一定很开心。当然，逍遥自在这感受的却存在，但是每每提起这话题，自己会默不吭声。自己已经是很安静了，似乎还有更深一层的寂静显露出来。。。可能他们以为说分手的那个人就不会伤心吧。但他们知不知道这是需要多么庞大的勇气吗？自己反而还要在别人面前装出一副坚强的模样。

别误会我不是后悔了。这是不可能发生的。可能我需要一点朋友的关心吧。哈哈。

我的生命中出现了好几个重要的她。尤其有两个她对我十分重要。我有时会幻想和她们的快乐时光。只可惜我的愿望是不可能成真的。只有珍惜眼前的一切吧。=）

Oh My Darling

2008-12-25T13:48:00.004+08:00

wahahahaha... was cleaning up my shelves n cupboard tt day den i found this piece of paper.. lol.. and on it was written:

Aaj Ke Ladke I Tell You Kitne Lallu What To Do
Aaj Ke Ladke I Tell You Kitne Lallu What To Do
Koi Mujhe Poocche How Are You Koi Mujhe Bole How Do You Do
Kabhi Koi Mujhse Na Kahe Oh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love You

Aaj Ki Ladki I Tell You Nakhre Waali Sun Le Tu
Aaj Ki Ladki I Tell You Nakhre Waali Sun Le Tu
Na Mein Poocho How Are You Na Main Bolu How Do You Do
Abhi Yahin Main Kehta Hoon Oh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love You
Oh My Darling I Love You

LOL.. haha.. and the full song is here...

haha.. but i forgot the dance steps le.. lol.. haha.. did we have a video of the performance ah? i wanna see.. haha..

2008-12-18T20:10:00.002+08:00

这过去的一年里，我好像犯了一个好长错误。搞得大家都不开心。不过，这一切都结束了。我相信大家终究会开心的。不必执著着一段没有结果的爱情。大家都有错。只是我的错好像比较严重。太早投入一段感情了。没错，他是对我好。不过，不是对我好就要接受他。仔细的想想，我们似乎除了学业就没有什么共同话题了。而学业这方面，我们将来也念不同的科系。这一切的一切，似乎是一个玩笑，一个教训，让我了解了其实两个人要在一起，是一件非常容易的事情。然而，要天长地久，跟对方一起生活到老，并不是那么简单。我很肯定，他不是我要找的那个人。一个不了解我的人，跟我生活习惯不同的人，没有自信又有点幼稚的人。。。当然，我自己也不是什么天使。太安静了，太无知了，太迁就了，也有点自私。。。

我知道自己以后不会那么容易地接受另一段感情。错了两次还不够吗？真是的。。还有，我也领悟到了，似乎所有男的，都是好色之徒。我累了。跟女孩在一起，似乎比较安全吧。没有烦恼，能够开开心心地在一起。。。

a rainbow to brighten up my day.. =)

2008-11-25T20:13:00.004+08:00

saw this unexpected rainbow the other day.. =) it's been quite long since i last saw one.. i think abt 7/8 years? haha.. =p anyway.. it was super big.. one whole semicircle.. but too bad i cant capture it on my fone.. haha.. the angle not right.. =p

it's fading every second, so it's rather light by the time i took a pic.. =p

i wonder how i survived everyth...

2008-11-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

it's really fast.. this is the last week of sch le.. lecs all ended today.. left thurs for tut.. and i get to hav wed n fri free.. =) time to do lab report n catch up with lessons.. though 2days only sure not enough.. but better den nth..

last fri and today had test.. both of which, i nv study finish.. i think i'm really quite lucky to be able to do well in them.. =p last night slept only 2+hrs, cos was chionging revision for test.. sigh..

anyway.. things have been happening.. to me n to my frens.. hmm.. feel so sian.. i wan hols to come soon..

random pics.. =)

2008-11-03T22:30:00.004+08:00

new new..

2008-10-19T18:23:00.001+08:00

lalala... i got a new hp... sony ericsson c902.. hehe.. =p i think i'll need some time adjusting to it.. i only use nokia one b4.. =p

2008-10-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

wanted to post alot of things here.. budden when i really sit down n try to type, i dunno wad to write.. lol.. i promised i wun think abt my tests, so they are out.. =p hmm.. and bcos this is not a private blog, some things are out too.. wa.. in the end like nth to write.. lol..i'm crazy.. keep singing SHE new songs.. i should go n listen to the biochem webcast now.. =x

わたしはうれしいですか、うれしじゃあないですか。わかりません。しつもんがたくさんありますが、だれもこたえしません。「フォロー．マイ．ハート」がいいですか。でも..でも..

たいへんです。。

2008-09-30T21:30:00.002+08:00

last sun went plaza buy alot things.. buy until pokkai liao.. haha.. firstly, SHE album is out!! i almost cant recognise hebe cos she cut her hair real short.. =p the songs are not bad la.. more of the hiphop kind.. but haha.. i still like shu qing ge.. =p and after dunno how many years, Brisingr is out!! Lol.. i haven read it yet.. dun think i got time to anyway.. jus buy n hold onto it 1st.. haha.. =p
~~~~~

你说我给你太多却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛

我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是1加1 努力就有结局

撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的照片里
曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手

~~~~~

满园玫瑰我以爲找到我那一朵
认真爱了却狠狠刺伤我的双手
责备什麽人也没有用
玫瑰都红难免看错

望着天空爱是风活在童话里头
小王子说有些事流浪过才会懂
原来每颗心都有个洞
找不到真爱会一直寂寞

我但愿有一个人在等我
在属於我的612星球
好让我忍着痛也愿意往下走
不快乐至少要有梦

一定会有一个人在等我
无条件拥抱着我的所有
想遇见我还要翻越多少山丘
花别谢太快请你等等我

擦干眼泪一个人漂流在这宇宙
小王子说爱一定开在某个角落
不想相爱的人那麽多
我会幸福吗在什麽时候

harmo concert

2008-09-25T00:03:00.002+08:00

yay.. after several weeks of intense practice, impressions is finally over.. =p studies been lagging bcos of this and yar.. hopefully i can finish studying for my tests.. =x hmm.. anyway.. i played military march n cancan in the concert.. cancan was quite ok for me, for once i din make any mistakes.. Lol.. except the behind part which everyone cant play and had to rely on jipson the pianist.. =p military march.. i think it's bcos we nv practise long enough.. so haha.. i missed some parts n din play for abt 5sec.. but haha.. i not main melody.. so daijobu desu.. =p and there's one song i like v much.. theme for love story.. =p it's classic..

haha.. glad tt et, qy, jess n glen came to support me.. =p et la.. last min say she can come.. haha.. lucky she noes jess oso, so can sit w them.. =p but aiya.. who noes got so many ppl come until the theatre almost no place sit.. in the end they sit 1st row.. Lol.. den the view not so good.. =p anyway.. thanks alot for coming!! it's great to have frens like u..

秋川雅史 - 千の風になって

2008-09-07T19:03:00.000+08:00

作詞：新井満
作曲：新井満
編曲：EDISON
私のお墓の前で泣かないでください
そこに私はいません
眠ってなんかいません
千の風に
千の風になって
あの大きな空を
吹きわたっています
秋には光になって、
畑にふりそそぐ
冬はダイヤのように
きらめく雪になる
朝は鳥になって
あなたを目覚めさせる
夜は星になって
あなたを見守る
私のお墓の前で
泣かないでください
そこに私はいません、
死んでなんかいません
千の風に
千の風になって
あの大きな空を
吹きわたっています。
千の風に
千の風になって
あの大きな空を
吹きわたっています。
あの大きな空を
吹きわたっています。
おわり
Over...

2008-09-02T21:05:00.002+08:00

what if i'm a completely different person? what will u all see me as? i oso dunno who i am... ... neither here nor there??

my dear frens..

2008-08-20T22:20:00.002+08:00

yesh.. et dear is back.. sun night had been waiting for tt particular sms.. and eventually a call.. =p and mon.. it was nice to see et again.. =) and we held hands for quite long.. =p guess i missed tt quite abit too.. haha.. anyway.. thanks et for helping me buy the buffy comics.. =) will find time to read them after everyth is back to normal.. and i like the shirt too.. maybe i'll wear it to sch someday.. haha..

hmm.. budden after seeing et n i went to sch, i had the shock of my life.. qiuyan was hospitalised.. i wun write a compo abt her here, cos it may be private for her.. so ya.. mon suddenly became so.. dreadful.. hmm.. the smile on my face was instantly wiped off when i 1st heard it.. =x and i cant really concentrate on my lec.. went to visit her yesterday morning.. omg.. she was so pale.. and she was sleeping den.. like those out of pure exhaustion kind.. hmm.. and her voice was weak.. but dis evening when i went to see her, she was much better.. at least more colour was present.. mayb cos she can drink abit le.. hmm.. i really hope qiuyan can recover soon.. hope she can walk around with a bounce in every other step again.. soon..

hmm.. and among these there's still afew more tt my other frens have to go thru.. sigh.. everybody mus hang in there ok? jiayou..

2008-08-09T17:36:00.002+08:00

feeling happy right now.. haha.. yesterday went shopping with qiuyan after our short meeting for charity fiesta.. =p geez.. daiso is a good place to spend ur time.. window shopping.. trying to figure out wad the japanese writings say.. =p haha.. and if i were to have much more money, i wld have bought many things.. =p shorts for eg.. after tt, i decided to go home abit later n went to kinokuniya.. =p and after searching for some time in the super big store, i found them!! haha.. volumes 1 n 2 of buffy season 8.. =)

and et jus brought me some gd news.. she helped me buy volume 3!! yay..
I LOVE ESTHER!! haha.. muacks! muacks!!

buffy the vampire slayer.. =)

2008-08-07T22:24:00.004+08:00

oh.. i was looking at the websites for any bookstores tt sells buffy season 8 comics.. and yay.. i think kinokuniya sells them.. =D haha.. gonna go there one of these days.. jus tt i'm gonna be broke again.. lol.. had wanted to sign up for their membership card to get 10% off, but wa.. the membership fee is as ex as the book itself.. lol.. not worth.. not worth.. haha.. and since et dear is too busy to go to bookstores in canada (i think tt side will be cheaper.. =x), i have to settle them myself.. =p gosh.. i'm really addicted to it..

and i have to put this here!!! haha.. hands itchy itchy**

2008-07-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

The world would be so lonely in sunny hours or gray,
Without the gift of friendship To help us every day.
- Hilda Brett Farr

i'm glad i've frens.. =)

garden festival

2008-07-30T13:55:00.009+08:00

i still think this is the best garden landscape.. =p all the effort tt's put into it, of course.. and the way there's a small pond above the plants n all, it really gives it an underwater look.. and occasionally there'll be a stream of bubbles blown out.. u can catch them if u look closely.. =p it's really.. beautiful, mysterious, and not artificial.. like some of the other landscapes look like.. =x in this one, nature is incorporated into it nicely.. =p

and i like the way the cacti are arranged.. =p quite the only few present there.. haha.. i like the blue.. =p looks like the sky..

and this was done by a pri sch student.. wa.. so nice.. i like the flowers.. n candle at the side.. =p there are oso many others by kindergarten kids.. so creative.. =)

like this one.. there's oso flowers, but i wan zoom into this, so the flowers are out.. haha

and this was beautiful too.. by an adult.. =p

made quite alot of wishes there.. at suntec.. while walking the 3 rounds.. haha.. and the sunset is super nice.. jus tt it was blocked by buildings.. lol..

the 28th day.. =p

2008-07-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

hmm.. i think i missed running (jogging more appropriate for today..lol..) haha.. tt kind which u run with frens and no matter how long the run was, u surely can finish it de.. =p haha.. so after tuition today, i went jogging w jessica.. =p since her block only 3blocks away from my tuition place.. =p haha.. and i think the distance certainly got 2.4.. or more.. =p spent half an hr jogging n walking.. haha.. considering we hadn't run in months.. lol.. but haha.. the time jus flew by lar.. and all of a sudden, we reached several 'checkpoints' tt indicated we r finishing.. =p haha.. looking forward to another run.. =p

hmm.. i jus got my allocated modules for the coming sem.. 3 core mods, bidding for 1 lab mod and japanese2.. =p it will be a crazy sem.. with all my lessons concentrated on tues, thurs n fri.. mon n wed jus 2hrs of jap.. lol.. esp my thurs.. 1000-1900.. no breaks in bet.. but i cant help it.. lab mod is siao one.. but haha.. for the 1st 2 weeks of sch, i only need go sch on tues, thurs n fri.. i think.. haha.. yay 1st..

someone is now in washington leh (cos she pon sch).. so good.. i wanna go there oso.. haha.. i wanna travel around the world.. =p

project can

2008-07-19T17:55:00.002+08:00

hehe.. jus came back from a quite tiring day collecting canned/dry food in cck.. =p it's a good deed, since we are donating to many beneficiaries.. budden with food prices on the rise, sometimes u can walk to every door on the level, but nobody donates even a packet of maggie mee.. lol.. some are even quite rude.. like wad qiuyan faced.. =x the uncle was eating lunch.. and kept on eating when he saw her waving at him.. like she was transparent.. =x and there was one who demanded to see my licence to collect things.. but she say this paper not enough n promptly said no (to donation).. sigh.. licence of course is paper de ma.. den wad? a nice book meh? lol.. jus kidding..

but on the other hand.. there were ppl who were ready for the collection.. oready packed their stuff in bags waiting for us.. =) some even went to buy them specially, so they can donate them out.. =) really very generous.. ended up carrying heavy plastic bags to the collection point.. but it was worth it.. even if my legs are aching now n arms mayb aching tml.. lol.. haha..

anyway.. i hope the chicken egg bl gave me can hatch successfully.. hope it can withstand the lack of a proper incubator and live thru it.. =x

2008-07-15T15:38:00.001+08:00

doanna's back.. but leaving on sat.. again..

2008-07-14T23:17:00.002+08:00

i wanted to post a pic here, but it's too lag.. sigh.. cant send the file to my lappy.. nvm.. try again tml..

i'm missing esther.. =x it's holidays.. and i wanna go out with you.. shop, swim, chat, anyth.. let dis super long hols be the last one tt u are not beside me with.. =x

buffy

2008-07-08T22:05:00.002+08:00

yep.. jus finish watching season 5 today.. i think it's really worth the money.. =p superb filming.. n good storyline.. although it's a rather sad n dark story.. =x people dying.. but it is thru all this, tt people cherish each other more.. and the love tt people have for their family n frens.. it's all so wonderful..

i'm buying season 6 this weekend.. =)

things are happening to my close frens.. jus hope tt they will draw strength from the love ppl give them..

2008-07-03T20:22:00.002+08:00

today went out w ps and gladz.. supposed to shop with gladz for her clothes, but in the end we bought no clothes and got ourselves vcds n chocs.. n e 2 of them borrowed some books.. lol.. haha.. i bought 雪天使 , a taiwan drama serial.. =p i rmb the last time i watch it, i see the kids crying, i oso feel like doin so.. haha.. so moving.. =x the show is not bad, so i decided to buy it.. anyway it's super cheap.. $10.30 only.. =p and i bought 2 chocs fm some warehouse sales de shop.. shld be quite cheap ba.. haha.. jus hope i wun lose my voice fm eating too much.. =p

i'm reading 小王子 now.. haha.. it has 3 versions in one bk.. one is french or latin i think.. and there's chinese n english.. the english version seems very summarised and lacks the nice imagery tt chinese proverbs n idoms portray.. so i decided to read the chinese version.. =p not tt my standard of chinese is v high.. got quite afew words i nv see b4 one.. haha.. partly bcos it's not in the simplified chinese chars.. =p anyway.. it's sth to keep me busy other than buffy n maple.. and goin out.. =p

第六天

2008-07-01T23:46:00.006+08:00

my 100th post.. =)

saw this at ff today.. sloth and her baby.. caught the baby eating veg, while the mummy eat carrot.. haha..

went to jurong bird park later.. i esp like the feeding of the lories, although i got a couple of scratches on my left arm as a result of their sharp claws.. =p

the moment the cup of food was on my hand, they dashed towards it.. lol.. and soon there was abt 5 of them on my left arm n shoulder.. abit scary cos scared they will accidentally bite u, and got abit deaf from screeching at my ear.. haha..

and there was the waterfall, which was rather beautiful.. =)

第五天

2008-06-30T19:57:00.002+08:00

been thinking thru stuff, and the things glen said.. i suddenly feel tt i'm so lucky to have known him.. =) not tt i'm into the material things, but jus knowing tt someone noes wad i want, it's jus brings smiles to my face.. =p

第四天

2008-06-29T18:52:00.002+08:00

思念再加上一点点的羡慕。。=p

不过，我真的不想去看看他们的同性恋派对或什么活动的。只穿内衣裤就已经够惨了。还光着身子！还好我不在现场。会让我想起一些不想想的东东。

第三天

2008-06-28T22:51:00.002+08:00

今天本来要去 NUH 做义工。但因某个原因，不能去了。便和佩璇一起去 lot1 走走。突然间想读一些故事书，不过要等到我看完 buffy 吧。哈哈。想读 Jodi Picolt （不懂是不是这样 spell），卫斯理传奇，环珠格格的书。哈哈。然后等 Brisingr 出了，我也要第一时间去购买。=p

刚才去了 IMM ，发现那儿有卖 buffy season 5 ，便宜一毛钱，但不知有没有打八折。我也不敢问，怕自己会心疼。哈哈。就当作没有折扣吧！=p

好像还有事情打算写进去的，不过我忘了。。。算了。。哈哈。

第二天

2008-06-27T20:21:00.002+08:00

为了能第一时间看到她的信息，我设置了好几次的闹钟。=p 所以觉也没睡好。。没关系啦！早上收到她的信息时，真的松了一口气，也觉得开心了许多。哈哈。。原来班机延误了。早知道就不要那么早进去登机吗。就能多看她久一点。。=p terenze 刚才说他们在宿舍里问人哪儿有水能喝，因为他们快渴死了。。哈哈。。觉得有一点好笑。=p 他们的宿舍看起来还蛮不错。terenze 说她的双人房间更加美。一定要给我看哦！九点快到了，因该要出门吃早餐了吧。今天他们会去处理学校的种种东西，希望可以顺顺利利！加拿大那里慢我们半天，我觉得这样很好，也很容易。可以很轻易得知道那里的时间，不用算到那么辛苦。也能在适当的时间跟他们 msn。（虽然esther 的电脑不知怎么的还不能使用网际网络）

~=〈。。。。。〉=~

刚才去 heeren 买了 buffy season 5。。好开心哦。。哈哈！大家也不用帮我留意它了。谢谢。

第一天

2008-06-26T17:30:00.002+08:00

真是的！自己说不要写感人的东东，自己还写了一大堆。害我时不时泪珠在眼眶里打转。。在远处看着她走进另外一个世界，心里不禁起了一股酸溜溜的滋味。身边的朋友还纷纷说笑着，“不要哭，不要哭。。”人好像就是这么的奇怪吧。本来不愿意做的事，经过别人一说，就有一点忍不住了。哈哈。我自己也深怕如果再看多一会儿，外表坚强的面貌会随时像玻璃碎了一样。思念一个人真的还蛮辛苦的。不过只要能在心里的某一处找到她，我也心满意足了。照片啊，各种小礼物啊，小信件啊。。到处都能看得到。感觉就好像她在我身旁一样。光阴似箭，日月如梭。希望时间能快一点消失掉。你要好好地照顾自己，不要粗心大意，不要被人欺负哦。不能整天玩，读书时就该好好地读哦。

你永远的 =〈平儿〉=

tonight i feel close to you..

2008-06-23T11:40:00.001+08:00

for et dear.. mus take care ok??? hughug...

to pause the song, jus right click the icon above imeem player..

paint-a-home

2008-06-14T22:41:00.005+08:00

hehe.. volunteering at zoo was difficult today.. cos of the World Blood Donor Day, ALOT ALOT of ppl came.. and they jus walk on ignoring us mostly, or the whole place was so crowded, it was difficult to walk around and talk to ppl.. lol.. barely space to breathe man.. haha.. and i was tinking whether i'll see some familiar ppl there.. and i saw christina jus when i was abt to leave the place.. haha.. so she jus missed my guide thru the kangeroos and everyth australian.. haha.. nvm.. cos i was rushing to eunos for paint a home..

and we took a cab there.. it was quite enriching.. painting n playing w the kids.. =p cos i came late, i painted v little.. =p

i din paint or draw the chicks.. but the green background was done by me.. =p a portion of it lar.. haha..

this was done by the others.. i only took its pic.. lol.. so nice to have these cute characters in ur bedroom rite? =p

anyway, after PAH, we went to see glen's fren's baby.. so poor thing.. she got bronchitis and was only jus discharged yesterday.. =x 8mths old only.. she kept alternating bet sleeping n crying.. w occasional coughing.. =x see le oso heart pain.. =x hopefully she can recover quickly..

hehe.. =p

2008-06-12T23:42:00.007+08:00

it's so fast fast fast....

pictures say a thousand words.. so..... =p

we ate this at PS.. =p

haha.. and i saw buffy season 5 at HMV Heeren!! tink i gonna buy sometime later.. mayb nx week? haha.. i went to alot places all dun hav.. =p finally found it!! yay..

wireless network

2008-06-05T16:55:00.002+08:00

after some weeks and probably months of hoping, the wireless network modem is finally here.. =) not only can i use my laptop and not fight with my sis for the desktop, et says can skype with her when she goes to canada.. and plus point, i can maple on my laptop.. though it's vista and there's a chance it may not be compatible.. =x anyway.. my internet is several times faster now and i like it v much.. =)

sigh..

results

2008-05-31T16:42:00.004+08:00

biodiversity: B+

econs, japanese I, stats, human anatomy: A-

cap: 4.6

not bad results.. =) i had hoped my final exam for biod can pull up my grades.. and yay.. it's quite the best tt i can hope for.. =) anyway.. i've "deproved" alittle.. n i suppose it's bcos i din hav (or issit allocate?) enough time to study.. not much time to practice papers.. tt's why.. esp e last 3 papers in 26hrs.. lol.. n anatomy i jus forgot some of e most impt terms at e last min.. but anyway.. no grumbles.. =p it's over.. YEAR 1 IS OVER!!

haha.. on the another note, today i went for the 1st zoo volunteer session.. it really wasn't as bad as i tot.. i sort of begin to like frogs at e end of e session.. haha.. though some ppl dun really need ppl to introduce them to e animals, there r oso some who enjoy talking.. =) only problem is my knowledge abt them is really v limited.. lol.. other than the short but heavy downpour, it's still quite a fulfilling experience.. =)

4 days to release of results

2008-05-27T09:59:00.002+08:00

lol.. 31st may shld be results day.. everybody is talking abt tt.. cos u can s/u ur modules from tt day onwards.. =p anyway.. cant do much now.. so no need to worry too much..

met gladys yesterday.. she asked her father to drive her to my hse n pass me the organic chem notes n textbk i lent her.. so bu4 hao3 yi4 si4.. bishan to bp leh.. anyway.. mus find some day to go out w her.. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BL!!!

haha.. enjoy ur week!

such a nice song for a game =)

2008-05-21T14:12:00.001+08:00

Dang shin eun, sarang bat gi wi han te oh nan saram
Dang shin eh salm sok eh suh, nl sarang bat go it jiyo(2x)

Ne jo gm han, shi jak dwen hananim eh sarang eun,
uri eh man naml tong he, yeol meh rl met go,

Dang shin yi yi se sang eh jon je haneuro yin he, uri eh eol ma nan km, gi pm yi dwe neun ji...

Chorus:
Dang shin eun, sarang bat gi wi han te oh nan saram
Ji gm do g sarang, bat go it ji yo...
Dang shin eun, sarang bat gi wi han te oh nan saram
Ji gm do g sarang, bat go it ji yo...
Ji gm do g sarang, bat go it ji yo...

2008-05-15T21:54:00.002+08:00

i like to swim.. =)

i'm glad G has thought carefully thru the issues n came to a decision.. though i din tell G anyth, G understood.. =) muacks.. i like it when there's somebody who can know wad u r thinking.. not bcos of the hassle of speaking, but the fact tt someone is sensitive abt ur needs/thoughts.. the fact tt someone thinks abt u, cares abt u.. =)

anyway.. i'm not working this hols.. except giving tuition.. cos i feel i shld rest more.. =p after graduate, lots of time to work.. n there's no excuse le.. might as well relax now.. hmm.. currently, i'm mapling, reading wuthering heights, doin abit housework, goin out sometimes, watching buffy.. i oso wan to learn piano, finish up some handicrafts, change blogskin, n many other things.. =p

n i really like the yang jia jiang show.. =)

2008-05-11T13:47:00.002+08:00

yep.. zoo was fun.. i especially like the seven ducklings all huddling tog.. =) the 'food court' there was so ex.. in e end we went to eat kfc.. lol.. cos it's so much cheaper..

and went to watch ironman.. it's really not bad.. =) all bad guys will die n good guys get good returns.. =p anw.. i can maple le.. so happy.. =p

2008-05-08T12:00:00.002+08:00

jus went to cut my hair.. =p

almost everybody have finished their exams le.. fc will finish in 3hrs time.. haha.. everyone can relax le.. no need worry abt anyth until end of may.. =p

went lot1 on sat.. and the whole place has changed.. cos the new section of building has almost completed.. =p wouldn't mind to go there explore again.. after most of e shops are open..

and after reading bl's blog, haha.. i dreamt abt seeing meteors last night.. lol.. guess i really wished to see one during my life ba.. anyway.. since i dunno how one really look like, i oso dunno if i dreamt correctly.. lol.. but it was really beautiful.. i tink one of my most beautiful dreams ever.. =p

exams are over

2008-05-07T12:35:00.002+08:00

yay.. after some hectic mugging.. everyth is over.. it's holidays.. haha.. lots of things i wanna do..

now at mac trying to download maple.. but.. e connection is so slow, i might as well dl @ home.. lol.. too bad et thurs den finish exams.. else i'll jus pop by her hse to use her internet.. haha.. oops.. anyway.. it jus means i cant maple today.. sigh.. so stupid.. nvm.. i'll dl it @ home tml? lol..

hmm.. bought buffy season 3 on sun.. so later in e afternoon i'll jus sit in front of the tv.. haha.. too bad 5pm got tuition.. =p

and this sun is mother's day! so i tink there will be a family outing bah.. and looking forward to a sumptous dinner at somewhere.. =p

ohya.. sat i'll be goin zoo for volunteer training.. haha.. seems interesting.. sth for a change.. =p and after tt i'll be goin out watch movie... =p 5mths seems like a blink of an eye..

wanted to put down all e things i wanna do.. but haha.. scared u all need to scroll down for v long.. so.. i'm not saying le.. haha... jaa mata..

a short sigh of relief.. =x

2008-05-02T13:25:00.002+08:00

yay.. after hoping and wishing for so long, biodiv and anatomy are over!! the 2 most tough n tiring papers.. lol.. i really hope this time, my biodiv can do some miracle and pull up my grades.. after getting a c+ for one of the combined sections.. =xx and anatomy is over!! the ultimate memory and writing speed test.. lol.. and i thank god for choosing the right paper to practise on.. cos of time constraint, i only did one past year paper.. with constant reference to the super thick notes.. lol.. and some questions actually came out.. the exact questions.. lol!

and i dunno how ppl can finish the paper with half an hr to spare.. haha.. i only finish 5min b4 time's up.. but nvm.. at least i finish e paper.. i still tot i cant finish after spending 35min on e 1st question.. lol.. haha.. but it's over! left a marathon nx mon n tues, with 3 papers in 26hrs.. =p

ganbarimasu! and grats ps for finishing exams today.. =p

et.. u too.. mus jiayou.. u can do it de..

2008-04-22T14:06:00.002+08:00

hope i can finish my biodiv today.. =p (prays i can study faster....)

lol.. suddenly have the urge to sing.. guess i'm looking for sth to give my mind a break.. lol..

lalalala... lalalalalala...

不想长大

2008-04-19T16:05:00.003+08:00

为什么就是找不到不谢的玫瑰花...

80th post..

2008-04-07T17:23:00.002+08:00

lol.. glen had a bad week.. some infection in the eyes, making them all red and dry.. =x and bcos of tt, he cant do quite alot of things.. =p he cant get close to me.. haha.. evil grin.. bleh.. anyway.. now it's my turn.. sigh.. though my eye is not as red (sometimes even quite clear n appears whitish), my eyelids r swollen!! to twice e size, leaving only half of e eye tt's visible.. so i dun think i got it fm glen..

e doc says it's some bacterial infection.. hope i can get well.. soon.. i need to prepare my exams leh.. haven started!?! sigh.. this is making me quite difficult to concentrate.. =x jiayou everyone!! goodluck bl for ur exams.. =) and et, u too.. dun think too much 1st.. concentrate on studies at e moment.. but after e exams, u shld decide soon.. dun drag too long.. it's bad for all of you.. =x

イタリア

2008-03-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

しちがつ。。　コンサートへいきますか。　りょこうがすきです。　でも、おかねがすこしあります。　にせんドルぐらいです。　ちょっとたかいです。　but.. they need at least 35ppl.. and it's a rare opportunity.. to go Italy to perform.. sigh.. but i'll be away for abt a week.. shld I? shld I? still haven ask parents.. maybe when e time is nearer, i'll ask.. not now ba.. everyth still not so sure n all.. hmm..

haha.. i jus realise this post is rather redundant.. i needn't worry now.. e determining factor is not me anyway.. lol.. nvm.. i lazy to think of another post to replace this.. lol.. busy busy.. nx week got anatomy test.. long time nv write essay le.. sigh.. dunno if can write anot.. lol.. mus memorise alot things leh.. =p kambatte kudasai ne..

lol..

2008-03-14T23:50:00.002+08:00

今　FIR の　シーデｲ　を　ききます。　ペイシュエン　に　もらいました。　「北极圈」　は　すてきですね。

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everyth has changed.. tt's wad i tink.. ppl r moving away.. slipping away.. sigh.. i still remember e days of my lower primary schooling.. no true frens.. everyday jus hang around anybody who would want to hang around w me.. i oso dunno how i lived thru tt period.. lol.. nvm.. dun tink abt sad stuff.. haha.. anyway.. tml i'm watching movie.. =) it's been abt a mth since i went to 映画館.. lol.. gotta bail.. おやすみなさい。。

大変ですね。

2008-03-07T01:36:00.002+08:00

わたしは　イェンピン　です。
べんきょうしました、それから　テスト　を　しました。
こんしゅう　の　日曜日　休みます。
日曜日　すてきですね。

after cramming so much info and went thru 3 tests n 1 quiz in a day, it's finally over!! finally can rest abit on sunday le.. haha.. i love sundays.. =p sleepy now.. おやすみなさい。

* harmo was a success.. though i was nervous n played several wrong notes, it was still a wonderful performance as a whole... =) i like e solo piece!!

baddie

2008-03-01T00:09:00.002+08:00

'Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.' Terri - age 4

Et is goin for e summer programme.. for 6 weeks? i wun be able to see her.. canada is so far away.. =x haiyo.. et ah.. you really v greedy leh.. still sian u cant go for any other le.. me so poor.. cant even afford to go even if i wanted to.. sigh.. mus be contented.. u are oready v fortunate..

this post seems so anti-et.. but as ur (best) fren, i tink i shld emphasise again.. =x sorry..

u ah.. mus learn to be more independent.. living in another country is not easy for everyone.. but even more tough for u especially.. now u at nus oso may lose ur way.. and usually follow ppl blindly... where's ur lab/tut, etc... oso dunno sometimes.. it makes me worried for u eh..

and one more thing, u need to speak (eng) faster.. else e ppl there mayb wun wan to talk to u le.. lol.. be more confident n decisive.. dun do things slowly.. everyth mus start now.. wake up on ur own, plan ur day.. etc.. else over there, nobody will help u much.. i noe terenze is oso goin, but u cant always depend on him.. after all he's a guy.. some things u need to do by urself de.. =p

hmm.. jiayou for ur studies at e moment.. everybody, ganbatte!! ohya.. grats ps again for getting helm.. =) now mus study le hor.. cant maple too much.. too bad i cant maple le.. my lousy com cant install e game after i deleted it due to some avg problem i tink.. sigh.. so sad.. lucky got harmo to keep myself busy.. tml's my concert.. =) really hope i can play without making any mistakes..

my valentine

2008-02-23T01:31:00.002+08:00

haha.. it was my first and very sweet v day.. =)

he sent me this on the day itself, 12 roses in total.. though i dun really noe wad 12 represents.. =p anyway, had to go to lectures with the bouquet in my hands.. =p nice for a change.. =) lol..

bcos i ended at 6 and he ended at 8 on thurs, we celebrated on the coming sat.. =p went to vivo to watch deathnote 3.. =) it's v nice.. though my sis said there's another scene after some of e credits.. we missed tt one.. =p anyway, it's bcos we need to hurry to our nx destination.. =p

glen booked a table at a restaurant on mount faber.. it's really ex.. but the food is delicious.. i like e appetiser.. n for main course we had salmon.. yummy.. =) e cocktail was ok too.. not too strong.. =) wa.. and the view there was super nice.. wun get tired of watching the seas n e sunset..

and then, we went to have a ride on the cable car for one round.. so we stepped onto sentosa for 10sec before returning to mainland.. =p haha.. we had a glass bottomed cable car.. but it wasn't tt scary for me.. =p cant scare me.. haha.. abit used to these since i like rollercoaster riding.. =p

and after tt, he did sth v romantic.. and i wun post it here.. haha.. dun tell you.. =p

this is my present for him.. made it myself leh.. haha.. it was time consuming, but it was worth it!

vietnam.. =)

2008-02-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

yea.. CNY coming.. can rest abit more le.. =) since i got e time, i'll talk abit abt my vietnam trip at Ho Chih Minh.. =p

xin zao!! (how do u do)

me n my father stayed at Amara Hotel.. it's quite nice there.. 4-star.. e room is quite large.. at least better den 1st world hotel.. lol.. the main attraction areas we went are the Saigon River, another river which i forgot e name, and guchi tunnel.. =p

the rivers are really wide la.. haha.. even wider den e straits of malacca i tink.. =p one e rivers had 5 islands in it.. lol.. the largest one even had 2 pri schools n 1 sec sch.. =p so we took e ferry n visited 2 of e islands.. 1 of them manufactures coconut candy n other coconut mechandise.. =p another is honey from e bees.. =x while drinking e honey water, got visited by several bees.. tried my best not to beat them away.. lol.. but they jus keep coming.. had to run away.. =p den we had this performance by vietnamese.. singing, dancing n playing e melody.. below is a pic of 2 cute kids.. =)

den.. we took a sampan thru a small river to get to our ferry at e sea.. =p saw sea coconuts growing among the mangroves..

nx day, we went to guchi tunnel.. it's the tunnel which helped the communists win e Vietnam War against e Americans.. n they are really clever.. n cruel too.. the tunnel is v narrow and short, so big-sized ppl like e ang mohs cant even enter.. even for asians, u need to crouch down as u walk.. and as u go deeper, u need to crawl e army way.. shiong.. =p haha.. i din go in deeper.. cos once u go in, u need to crawl for 200m i tink.. =x below is a pic of e vietnam soldiers "resting"..

not jus tt.. u get to try e guns n rifles.. using real bullets.. each costs US$2.. lol.. tot it's illegal to sell firearms?? so dangerous.. =p i din try it cos i dunno how to hold a gun even.. lol..

den we had dinner at a 5-star hotel.. below is a pic of e music performance there..

of all e vietnam dishes, i especially like e ones tt require u to wrap e ingredients in sth which looks like thin chee cheong fun skin.. haha.. delicious.. quite a few dishes use this skin.. and all are yummy!

on e other hand, their diet is mostly veggie.. usually it's uncooked veggie.. so abit not used to it after eating several mouthfuls.. =p anyway, it's a nice trip there.. =)

i wanna do better..

2008-02-01T00:31:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i finally found the time to blog.. only now it's 12.33am.. yawnz*** hmm.. learning jap is no joke.. econs too.. sigh.. and i end up almost neglecting my core subjects.. =x hmm.. think i'm stopping my tuition after i finish my 4 weeks.. but bcos of the CNY, there'll b one week with no tuition.. dunno if it's a good thing or not.. =x i need more time to catch up with my work.. i dunno how FC does it, but she always can finish studying for jap.. n do well in e numerous small tests.. i cant.. so i need to practise more.. revise more..

and i jus realised.. i sort of prefer labs to tut.. lol.. last sem i had 4 labs.. but i wasn't complaining as much.. dis sem for jap alone there's 5hrs.. almost equivalent to a lab session.. and i feel worse off.. =p not tt i dun like jap.. otherwise i wldn't take it.. but e workload is quite alot.. maybe after a few more weekends and no more tuition, i can do better.. i hope so.. =)

hmm.. harmo concert is coming soon.. need to brush up on my skills.. cos there's quite an amt to master.. =p some harmonica master is oso playing on stage tt day with my sensei.. so i believe the concert will be an enjoyable one.. pls get tickets from me and not others if u wanna go.. haha.. cos i need sell an amt, otherwise i have to swallow myself.. =p doomo arigatoo gozaimasu.. =)

time to sleep and prepare for the next day.. i'm dozing off in lectures again.. sigh..

(pics from vietnam will be uploaded sometime in e future.. =p it's not many.. )

pingerr aka sweety signing off at 12.53am.. =p

10 Jan 2008

2008-01-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

hmm.. was chionging harmo n feng da xi.. so no time to blog.. lol.. anyway.. me n glen went to sentosa.. =) i really enjoyed myself.. went to underwater world.. enjoyed touching e stingrays n little fishes.. n feeding e turtles.. =p

den we went to play luge.. haha.. v fun too.. though i got stuck initially.. lol.. n den came e dolphins.. if i'm not wrong, this was my 1st time seeing dolphins.. haha.. so cute.. too bad din take photos w them.. cos it's really v ex.. 15dollars to take photo.. =x

finally we went to see "songs of e sea".. it's like musical fountain, only it's more beautiful.. haha.. e finale still got fireworks de.. everyone wowed when they sudd pop out.. haha.. =p so nice..

=)

2008-01-07T11:44:00.000+08:00

"The love we give away is the only love we keep."

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hehe.. i wanna learn piano.. =p but aiyo.. i so lazy.. harmoc oso haven go practise.. lol.. and there's jap.. i wonder how i learnt chinese when i was young.. keep writing? lol.. cos it's quite similar.. haha.. anyway.. school's starting.. means my vietnam trip w my father side de family is approachin.. =p kinda excited cos i nv go there b4.. n it's many years since i last sat the plane.. lol..

new year..

2008-01-01T18:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.. 1st Jan 2008.. hmm.. et says so fast a year has passed.. it's like we jus finished our A levels.. lol.. but i dun tink so leh.. haha.. the pace was quite acceptable.. =p so many things tt happened last year.. made me want to become more independent.. even more sensitive to others' needs.. hmm.. memorable things happened.. i oso went thru quite a fair bit of emotional downturn.. hmm.. n after uni, i felt i've distanced from my best frens.. made me decide to treasure them even more.. hugs! hmm.. but i guess this is quite inevitable.. some of us will eventually marry off or go overseas.. =p which means we cant see each other frequently le.. sigh.. hope tt day wun come so soon.. starting to miss ya gals le.. =p hmm.. anyway.. a new year has arrived.. life still goes on.. dun dwell on e sad stuff.. else will age v quickly de.. haha.. omg.. we r reaching 20 years old le! goodbye to teenage.. lol.. (*i copy fc.. =p) haha.. mus be more mature.. even more independent.. =p.. hope studies will be successful, peace n health prevail..

22 dec... =)

2007-12-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

went to wild wild wet.. hehe.. it was fun.. i especially like the U-shape thing.. haha.. it's abit like pirate ship.. so thrilling.. haha.. the rest was oso fun.. the wave pool n 'lazy' pool.. lol.. except for the tickling.. hmm.. so lucky din rain.. only started to downpour when we reached the mrt station.. lol..

went to watch alvin n e chipmunks at vivo.. haha.. i like e christmas song.. n the chipmunks were so cute.. especially theodore.. =) abit touching towards the ending.. =) you all should watch it.. =)

went to eat jap food.. haha.. it was ex, but it was nice too.. =) i enjoyed eating the vege.. so fresh.. no bitter taste.. hehe.. n the chicken was quite tasty.. yumyum.. saliva drooling le.. hehe.. hmm..

and we saw this..

it was beautiful!!! only the middle section, the lights are spoilt.. lol.. anyway.. something happened after tt.. n i'm not goin to post it here.. =p it is a secret..

back from genting..

2007-12-19T10:58:00.000+08:00

yea.. i'm back.. it was foggy n cold.. n windy.. n abit rainy.. which explains why several of e rides at e theme park were closed.. din get to play e corkscrew n spaceshot.. sigh.. n e mine train too.. when it was our turn for e ride, e person said " sorry closed bcos of e rain ".. stupid laHHH.. we waited for quite long leH.. haiz.. but i had a go at e cyclone.. my cousins didn't cos when it was their turn, the rain came again.. lol.. bad luck for them.. good luck for me.. lol.. n bcos of e stupid rain n fog, we had many rounds at e Spinner.. since it was one of e several rides tt remained opened.. lol.. i tink i had abt 5 rounds of it.. spin until my whole face was wet n cold.. lol.. but e funny thing was, e 1st time, i was abit dizzy.. but the rounds after tt, i wasn't.. got off e Spinner n dashed to queue up again.. lol.. had a go at e pirate ship b4 e rain came.. lol.. cheered n screamed abit throughout.. best was e flume ride.. u noe e one which u go down a slope in a boat n water will splash up de.. lol.. it really is wet..

anyway.. i'm back.. jus received a call fm my tutees' mum.. so yup.. i'll be having tuition again.. tues n fri, 9am-12noon.. =p back to work n maybe some other things tt i'm thinking of doin.. lol..

bicycling..

2007-12-13T15:33:00.000+08:00

yay.. finally went to repair my bike.. hehe.. actually wanted to take cab to clementi de.. cos glen said he always went there.. =p but it appears the drivers dun wan to transport e bike.. it's abit big to fit e boot u noe.. haiz.. in the end, no choice hav to walk.. not to clementi of course.. lol.. but my mum say opp sheng siong got nike shop.. so we walked there to check.. but dun hav!! asked e ppl there.. they say teck whye got.. so we walked there again.. =p but teck whye is rather huge u noe.. walked around for quite some time b4 locating e bike shop.. lol.. my last resort was lot1 if teck whye dun hav.. lucky me..

so while e bike was being fixed, we went to eat lunch at a nearby coffeeshop.. yum yum.. e minced meat noodle was v nice.. haha.. finish e whole bowl of it even though it was quite alot.. lol.. N e bike was fixed.. but problem is, we have to walk back again.. cos e taxis are unavailable.. n there's 2 persons w one bike.. lol.. though if the bike is v large, it may accommodate 2 person.. but dun tink so la.. lol.. so funny rite? too big to fit into e boot, but too small to hold us both.. so walked back again.. rather tired by now.. but it's ok.. i got e bike fixed.. yay.. bl can learn cycling le.. n i can go anywhere i like.. lol..

dunno wad title to put

2007-12-11T23:47:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i tink i hav settled it.. i'm v sorry if i had somehow broken ur heart.. but ya.. everyth tt needs to be said have been said in the emails.. hope u can find a greener pasture in the future.. =) hmm..

it's like a burden off my shoulders.. like wad i told henry, i'm abit tired.. n slightly lost.. as in dunno wad i've been doin is correct or dunno how to go abt things.. hmm.. but now.. i tink i'm ok le.. dun worry abt me.. esp glen.. i'm really ok.. i really enjoyed e day out w u yesterday.. my 1st time feeding manatees in the zoo.. haha.. abit scary.. but u'll get used to the way the teeth n mouth move.. and e sealion shows.. =) n ya.. i got a good view of the skyscrapers.. really beautiful.. only if the ferris wheel had been working.. haha.. it'll be wonderful.. =p

anyway.. dun miss me too much.. i'm leaving for genting dis sat.. coming back on tues.. =D i'll definitely hav a go at the space shot n e many rollercoasters.. hope e pirate ship is built finish le.. cos i wanna sit tt one too.. haha..

some things..

2007-12-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

for certain things.. it's not e right time to put them down here.. so pls pardon me if i din when so many things hav been happening.. sigh.. i'll settle it by tml nite.. hopefully.. sigh.. to be continued..

bdae..

2007-12-08T09:21:00.000+08:00

haha.. thanks et fc ps bl n gladz.. love u all!!! v touched!! muacks..

below is celebration by our "study group".. lol.. e waitress v friendly.. like we r her frens like tt.. she even told us her name.. it's somewhere inside.. u can try finding..

examzzz overzzz

2007-12-04T07:49:00.000+08:00

ya.. exams r over for me.. one of e earliest to finish e semester.. =) hope i can do well in it.. fingers crossed..

hmm.. but it probably means, i'll hav to make a decision sometime soon.. i guess i need to send him an email 1st.. i cant say it out in front of him.. and i need to act fast.. shldn't waste too much time.. it's bad for both of us.. hmm.. i dunno.. it doesn't mean i'll hav to accept the other one.. it's my decision.. decision..... decision........

finally finally..

2007-11-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

phew.. after 1.5 intense weeks of chionging.. finally can take a short break!! mon is my last paper le!! yay!! i got 3 long days to prepare for it.. haha.. can u imagine i only got less den 2 days to prepare for organic chem exam, which ended yesterday? wa.. cant believe it myself, but somehow i managed to finish 9 solid chapters in one day.. lol.. with me ending up super stressed n tired n irritated.. u nv see me on tues night.. better dun.. too bad my sis was nearby.. she was e victim.. haha.. but it's over!! spent my reading week studying for genetics, physio n abit of complementary med.. too bad i got 2 papers on sat.. so after tt, chionged back home to study finish my com med.. sun night managed to study 2 chapters of chem.. mon exam.. study more chem.. den tues.. even more.. O.O.. sigh.. dun care abt e results.. i really did my best.. haha.. i will allow myself some rest before e fateful paper.. =p

PS: sorry for this boring post.. i'm relieving my stress.. lols..

bp plaza..

2007-11-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

hehe.. today went to plaza buy things for my tuition kids.. den coincidentally saw the vcd shop got sell buffy e vampire slayer dvd.. wa.. i wanna watch!! been finding it since so many years ago.. lol.. but... there's so many seasons.. n season 1 alone cost 80bucks!! waseh.. haiz.. but i wanna watch leh.. i wanna watch e 5th harrypotter movie again too.. haha.. wait for someone to buy for me.. hehe.. ahem ahem.. =pppp

sigh.. this week is finally over..

2007-11-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

hmm.. think i'm getting used to it le.. somehow, most of my test will fall on the same week man... try to kill me issit?? this is e 2nd time i tio this.. wa... sian.. 3tests this week.. plus 1 lab report.. plus 1 harmoc test.. O.O.. suffering from severe lack of sleep.. haha.. jus now i look at mirror.. almost fainted.. lol.. my eyes might as well be black ba.. haha.. like panda.. =p hmmm.. though i tried my best, i still couldn't finish studying.. chionged lab report in 8hrs.. wa.. tired.. hmm.. but i tink e tests can pass ba.. only dunno can get good grade anot.. some mcqs i tikam de.. cos din study.. haiz.. nvm.. today can rest abit.. tml chiong genetics test n organic chem hw.. =O yawnzz*

eventful weeks..

2007-10-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

hmm.. alot things happening.. makes me feel alittle lost? overwhelmed? hmm.. i dunno.. it's like all of a sudden.. =p nth much happened e past few years.. until this year.. wa... ~~~~
anyway.. studies priority.. i tink i'm really lagging behind alot on biochem.. dunno why but i kept falling asleep during e lectures.. sigh.. hmm.. go go go.. dun give up.. i wun give up.. =D

=P

2007-10-25T17:41:00.000+08:00

yesterday nite went to mdm quek's retirement ceremony.. but..... we walk around almost e whole sch.. cant seem to find anybody or any light among the many many rooms.. lol.. called my sis n found where her staffroom is.. but no light there.. plus the metal shutter was down.. so we cant even get in.. lol.. den when we walk back to e upper sec compound, we saw 2 cleaners.. haha.. i still recognise 1 of them.. hmm.. asked abt e ceremony.. den he said it's tml morning, during e morning assembly, not today.. lol.. he said today got directors' meeting.. no wonder got cars but no ppl around.. lol.. anyway.. we bai pao yi tang.. haiz.. saw afew koi fishes in a quite dirty pond though.. but these are not those in cck campus.. lol.. reminds me of et, ps, bl, fc n yp.. haha.. wonder how big hav they grown?? =p

using the sch's com.. lol..

2007-10-17T13:36:00.000+08:00

haha.. i'm at sch using e com to post.. 2pm got lecture.. sian.. hmm.. anyway.. i got alot of things to say.. but dunno if i shld say them here?? hmm.. this is an eventful week.. alot of uncertainties.. alot of stuff need to be done.. i'm glad et n bl are back to normal.. hope they are cheerful again.. it also makes me upset to see them so depressed.. haiz.. everyone mus take care ok?? hughugz.. hmm.. things will be better in the end.. yea.. hang in there.. hmm..

i tink i'm goin for mdm quek's retirement ceremony.. i'll pon wed's tut and go for it on e following week.. yea.. who's goin too?