ON 13/1...
TO SMILEY... THE ONE WHO WAS BESIDE ME ALL THE TIME..
hmm.. seems strange to pen down all these after so many days have passed.. but still.. i wanna thank smiley.. yupps..
tt day we went to collect my ic together.. cos i lost mine and have to spend a bomb on a new one.. haiz.. anyway.. we did alot of things together later..
CHAT
DRINK
SHOP
EAT
SHOP AGAIN
hahaz.. then we decided to donate blood too.. lol.. since we got rejected abt a mth ago for low haem levels, we were afraid we wun pass e test again.. but i heaved a sigh of relief when e nurse said i'm ok.. hahaz.. n smiley oso pass e test.. yay.. and so.. we climbed onto e bed n wait for the nurse to insert e needle n stuff.. not really painful.. but i still din dare to look at e needle site.. haha.. so timid.. bleh.. and cos i got a fine vein, e pressure on my arm has to be v high.. so tt e vein will show.. and throughout e donation process.. e pressure was even higher.. so much so that e arm became v numb minutes later.. i was desperate for e nurse to release abit of e pressure.. haiz.. lucky she came round my bed at tt time..
and then.. it was over.. i came out 1st.. e moment i was out of e doors, i felt sth was wrong.. so i sat down quickly.. smiley came out soon after tt.. n we walked to e snacks area.. and sth was definitely wrong.. e moment i sat down again, n smiley went to get e drink, everyth in front of me was starting to turn black.. even my ears were not functioning well.. i tried to blink away everyth.. but it only became worse.. smiley came back n saw i was not feeling well.. forced some hot milo down my throat.. but it was no good.. everyth was black now.. except e faint outline of smiley i forced myself to see.. i rested my head against e wall.. n saw e outline disappear with every sec.. smiley's voice fade with every moment.. yet i forced myself to remain sane.. held smiley's hand as though it were my hope.. and somehow.. i felt i was not alone..
smiley said i was v pale.. n went to get e nurse.. but e moment smiley left, i felt afraid.. so helpless.. cant see.. cant hear.. hmm.. den smiley came back.. soon.. e nurses came with a stretcher.. n told me to stand and walk towards e stretcher.. it was only when they repeat e 2nd time can i understand wad they were saying.. but i could barely stand up.. with lots of help, i lay down on e stretcher n was pushed into e blood donation room with my eyes closed.. when they told me to open my eyes, i saw light.. u cant imagine how surprised n happy i was.. n smiley held my hand tight.. i tot i saw tears in smiley's eyes..
after some rest, we went home.. throughout e journey smiley accompanied me.. n i tot everyth will be fine.. but no.. on e bus, everyth became black again.. n dis time, no nurses around too.. i leaned on smiley.. but it was no good.. n the bus was very crowded.. smiley went to ask a person to give her seat to me.. n i gratefully sat down.. after some time.. e darkness cleared.. thankfully.. i really dunno wad will happen if i fainted on e bus.. mus hav scared smiley alot tt day.. sorry dear.. n u really helped me alot.. all e emotional support, care n concern.. and love u showed me.. i really dun wan to think of my fate without u around..
THANKS ALOT!! *MUACKS* UR HAND REALLY HELPED ME TO WALK OUT OF E DARKNESS.. :)
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